Begin each day as if it were on purpose.

Don't expect me to write in here everyday. Just sometimes when MySpace gets boring. HAHAHA. But gad, it's been ridiculous since I last wrote in here. I'm officially full time at work now and I come home everyday wanted to sleep. I guess I can't complain. Waking up to the sun barely rising is beautiful. My new manager at work is hilarious. I don't think I can ask for anything else right now. Breakin' necks, cashin' checks and my bestfriend found her, what I believe, a keeper!(((:Yes, that was for MamaTin. HAhaha. Everything with Honey is just fine. Just passed our 10th &I don't mind being away from him most days. Missing him is ridiculous. It is now June meaning July is just a month away. You know what that means.... Arleezy &Trisheezy's birfdays! By the way, our store won a free "fill the fridge" day and my manager bought 300 wingstop wings for tmrw. Tell me that doesn't sound delish!?!?!! I'm pretty juiced. I also got the new blackberry 8900. It's pretty sick. I'm in love with it. Not much else new. Just another day &it starts all over again tmrw. Until next time!

Aaron Francisco, that was a very cute blog. Thanks for the reassurance.

UP IS SUCHA CUTE MOVIE! IT'S A "MUST SEE"!! *CROSS MY HEART!

Self Therapy at its finest.

I'm pretty independent and simple. I'm not saying I'm fully independent because my parents still support me in every way possible. But I'm saying that I don't need a man to spoil me with all the finer things. In fact, I love spoiling whoever I'm with. But I've finally realized that it's so hard for me to loosen up and not let my pride take over. Giving someone 100% of me fell through after the many times I've tried and made it work with someone who wouldn't give me 100% of them self. Now that I've found someone who gives me the time of day, understands me through every situation, thinks of me as his whole world, respects me as I'd want to be respected, and has been accepted by my family, I try to find all the small cracks just because nothing is ever that perfect to me. &I understand that I'm a little pain in the ass all the time but it's because relationships have never worked out for me. You learn and move on and I've learned and moved on. But what I learned from my very first serious relationship is that working hard does not get you anywhere if you're the only one working at it. I have never been fully committed since and I feel like I'm the bitch everytime I feel like something isn't working out. My pride is so high because I'm not understanding at all. I'll fight over small things because those are what hurt the most. I don't give out my life to just anyone and I don't plan to anytime soon. I've never been the type to talk about my feelings or problems outloud and if I appreciate something I don't show it the way I guess I'm suppose to. It's not that easy at all. Buying material things is easy. I guess that's what I've always replaced reassurance and appreciation with...

It's so LIVE right now.
Why can't the weather be breezy?

Lesson up.

"If you overthink too much, you'll lose a whole lot of opportunities."
I really learn from Tough Love. Hahahah!

Hold up, wait a minute.

Oh fuuuuck. How can I forget? Did I mention how AMAZING Las Vegas was!? I think it took me about a week to recover from all the partying we did. Bwaahah! But nah, I soo miss it. Everytime I look in my wallet, I find our hotel key &i start to reminsce): My mom gave us a key to one of the PRETTIEST suites at Palazzo. My gaaaad. &meeting Aaron's cousins was great too. They're so nice. I don't think I'd mind living the Vegas life. MAYBE. Lol. I just wanna go back!

Welcome back.

Oh em gee. I haven't wrote in this blog in like YEARS. I'm trying to but I just can't ever find the time. Lol. But I guess I've found time today. So I've been trying to work like crazy only to find Aaron the perfect gift. I haven't quite found it yet &this week is going to be the most stressful week ever. I got two overnight shifts and regular shifts (I guess you can call it?) following that. But it'll be worth it in the end. WHO WATCHED FOR THE LOVE OF RAY J!? COS I DID!!! &Oh boye i'd so love to announce the winner right now but I guess it's still a surprise to some of ya'll. Hahhaha. Mwahahhaha! Um, what have I been doing? I still haven't found the career of my choice yet but I've definitely decided to transfer to Chabot. I know i know, I'm being a hyprocrite but when it comes to really being focused &all, i'm going to have to go to Chabot. Ohlone is soooo far &sometimes I cut just because it's so damn far! So I'm going to try &get my bachelor's &whatnot. I still don't know what to do from there but hopefully when the time comes, i'll know. ALSO, I got my new tat! It was kindof spontaenous because I sooo didn't know what to get but I had an appt to GET tatted. Retarded, I know! But I finally decided on getting a rosary on my wrist(: It's so beautiful &thanks to Adam, he also designed it himself. Um, this past weekend we had a surprise telly for Jasper &it went well EXCEPT for the surprise. HAHAHA. She fucking came without texting or calling ANY of us and as they walked in, Mitch says hello &everyone's just dumbfounded like what's the bitch doing in here right now!??! Lol. So we told Jasper to REwalk into the room for a better surprise &they threw soo much shit at him. I think the best part of the night was when Annabelle got to put makeup on Roy. HAHAH that boy is HILARIOUS!! &WHY WAS THERE SOOO MANY INDIANS IN THAT BITCH!?!??!!?! Some slumdog millionaire shit. "..and the million dollar question is......." "Shareefa!!!!!" HAHAHHAHAHAH. And my love MamaTin came back last Sunday with sooo many gifts((((: I missed that girllll! I'm thinking about putting pictures up because this blog is sooo long that I wouldn't even wanna read it myself! Lol. I think i'll do thaaaaat..... Here we goooooo!

With my middle finger up, I'm yellin' Fuck How You Feelin'.

My my my, I haven't blogged in A WHILE. I've been reeeeal lazy hahaha. But hey, I'm here now.. So to sum up the few weeks I've not been present, it's been GREAT. Um, I finally cleaned out my dirty ass car.. Detailed &all.. Thanks to myself &honey. I've managed to be dropped from my math class but what the hey, it's alright. Lol I'm starting the whole exercise routine again =X Who knows if it'll last this time. But I've been running with my good friend Trisheez. Tmrw we hit the Hayward Shoreline. The best place in the world &the best surprise of my life, might I add. Yesterday was kindof fun. Me &Trisheez had a 20 minute run which I sucked badly at. I'm sucha fatass LOL. Then we got ready, met up with Gexis, picked up Mike, &went to Togos. "Why did you come? It was useless?" &Trisheez, being the jerk that she is, laughed at it. HAHAHAHAH. Then we headed to KOi's to meet up with my cousins that I only see twice a year. HAHAHA. Apparently this is like the month for Vegas because everyone's going! I can't wait to gooooooo. Then we chilled at TapEx &then everyone went home after. Great laugggghs. "Does he call you wet wet?!" Hahhahahaha. Today has started off great. 10AM run &then I went to go pick up my paycheck which made me VERY happy. (((((: &then I went to Cingular &found out that I get 18% off my bill every month & 25% off accessories just because I work at Nike. How generous. AHHAHAH. Now i'm debating if I should go to the gym or not=X That's all for now folks.. Until next timeeeee.

I GOT MY DEBIT CARD CUSTOMIZED WITH THE JOHNNY CUPCAKES SYMBOL! I'm so juiced!!!!! 5-7 days...

One man's loss is another man's treasure.

Man have I had the most productive weekend EVER. Bwahahha. Let me start off by saying that I will never ever miss the sunshine ever again! Yes, I quit Verizon =X Only good thing about that stressful shit was that it paid GOOD. But it's okay, I hated doing something I didn't enjoy. So I quit on Saturday. I dipped on my break. I felt so bad but I had to"/ Sorry to the people who were good to me. Fuck you to the people who were dummy rude. They can ALL suck my dick. Anyway, onto better things... Sunday was the first day I ever got to sleep in.. Also the day I got to see my Francis!! I miss that guy): I also got to see bestyfriend Sed. He didn't even talk to us! It felt like another Ihop moment. Hahaha. But I still had fun with my regulars. Today I didn't do much. Due to so much shit that happened to honey the night before, I slept in &missed out on school. Sorry Trisheez! Hahahah. But the eyebrow piercing for my brother was a success! It looks so pretty(: I ate so much today=X Including dinner with friends. My gaaad, it was wonderful. "Nick &Norah's Infinite Playlist" is pretty cute. I suggest watching it. More days with honey, more days to reeeeeelax. Yummyyyy. I have a huge TODO list that i'll save for tmrw"/ Until next time...

"Bababa gerrit gerrit shake shake!! Eela Eela we don't giva puck bout no hoe no hoe!"
HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!